mY VoCaL SUX!

Finally get to meet my dear GaLs on saturday =) sense of gratification haha...

we're supposed to write out our wishlist for X'mas & each of us will be drawing lots to decide who to fulfill whose wish...sounds cOOL rite haha...
im still wondering which lucky chap that is so fortunate to pick me haha
becuz my wish is damn fuckin simple...haha (",)
the babe who had gotten me (u should knw who u r), all I can say is u're really lucky!!!! Oh yeah & the gal who is also so fortunate to get pick by me haha tell u babe "Your wish has been granted..U'll get what u want!" haha...no kiddin here!

Juz LOOK FORWARD TOWARDS wednesday NITE =)

Well...has been jammin & jammin for this past weekdays
without any doubt, my voice really rupture...it split,crack,shatter,collapse!
That's why today's last jamming before sch reopen with HimitSu is really damn throbbing & excruciating in both ways..physically & emotionally!

ReaL Sorry to my bandmates...
I sincerely aPoLogise for...
1> my melancholic state (fluctuating emotions)
2> my horrendous & unbearable voice
3> my out of sync & wayout pitching & tuning
4> my poor memorisation of lyrics
5> my erroneous use of feelings on the songs
6> All of the above mention

sorry juz couldn't get the right kind of attitude for today's jamming...

Quoting my fren Sufian's favourite phrase onto myself...
"My Vocal juz SUX to the core!"

haha im pondering "Why would I become a vocalist for such a prominent band when my vocal juz SUX?"...I juz dun really have much confidence in my voice..
Im not that good in singing after all..Im juz an ordinary girl who likes humming & singing...they could have find someone better...I should consider it again...
;( should I stay or should I go?

anyway...I dun know why is it holding me back..maybe I should juz let him go...