santa JEW is here!

x'mas time is coming to town...

u better watch out, u better not cry,
u better not shout, im telling u why,
santa JEW is coming to town...

this x'mas incredibly many celebrations to attend..
dunno why, everyone loves this x'mas!
everyone celebrates only this year 2007..

i've received a few gifts..
towel - from Jean Perry Paris
towel - yellow in colour
body shop gift set - from body shop

woooaahhh...
my 1 whole years supply of toiletries is ready!!!
thanks to these people ah..hahaha
im sincerely thanking them a lot!! (not showing that im not sincere okok!!)
thank u so much (=

oh and..and..and..and..
JEW just got a x'mas wish ----->
can we let go? can he let go?
it's terrible for me
even though im trying on both sides..

in love
it's not always
what you get,
but also what you give.

i hope you'll give my family happiness
& that's same as giving me happiness (=

i know it's hard.
but it will be harder in future.
everyone think so & they all agree..
but is you who don't want to look at it,
you realise but doesn't want to face it.

selfish?
for you?
or for me?

i think all the while you're juz selfish..
you doesn't want to make yaself hurt..
but you dunno that you're actually hurting me more.

i said many times..
but u didn't want to listen.
STUBBORN!

i can only say that i should not do anything in the first place.
it's my wrong..
& now I suffer becuz of my own actions.
I realise my mistakes..
it's my karma.

anyway no matter what,
i realise that i am always the one sacrificing..
can he sacrifice just one time for me?