Friday, October 12, 2007

messed up

sometimes you would get me real upset?

sometimes i juz wanna spend quiet moments with u because i tink accompaniment without words is enough?

sometimes i wanna really depend on u because im also tired?

sometimes i wanna change my brain with u so i can help fixed it one day?

but no matter what happens, family and real friends never leave u in lurch.
when u reach out in need for someone, they will be there.

last time i love to be there for you & now you may feel that i am disappearing from your sight,
i didn't say i am leaving, i didn't say we are juz normal frenz..

things didn't change for me. really.
maybe it's misunderstanding of what you think about what I had said?
maybe you didn't get my actual meaning of what I'm trying to imply?
You're tired becuz you try to ask me questions & I didn't give you an answer?
You tired of keep on asking me, i know you're tired.
so i try not to disturb you also.

the more i explained, i feel that more misunderstanding lies there.
luckily there's a jack to brighten up your days.
luckily there's another bez friend to share your problems & help you.
I think I failed as a best friend to you.

sometimes things are hard to explain and i can't find words to say it out.
there might be times where we can't be there for each other, we might not be able to have time to always update each other.
But then, i think that it is not about all the sharing and stuff that matters. i love all my girlfrens, esp you. no matter what happens, i will be there by your side.

things like very messy now.
but i hope it can clear out one day (=

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