past.present.future

past.
..life is conducted in darkness & inclined to plan in the shelter of loneliness.
..sure in realizing my goals, but underestimate my own abilities.
..individualist and a free spirit.
..possessive of my friends & don't like to share them with anyone else.
..emotionally very stubborn.
..anger is a problem for me becuz having difficulty of expressing it until it builds to the point that I lose control.
..responsible to a fault.
..parents are very important to me.


present.
..strong inclinations towards music & art.
..hope to cultivate a form of artistic expression.
..limitations of environment.
..grip on the real world is loose.
..certain complexes nest in subconscious & show up in mind as hypersensitivity.
..occurrence of wanting to be alone & to do things myself so no one will know how I feel.
..lack of self-confidence, shy about asserting myself, thus people may assume me to be indifferent to them.
..easily distraught over conditions where I am powerless to do anything about.
..feelings of guilt & failure makes me withdraw into a world that is safe from responsibility.
..beginning a love relationship that is hopelessly unrealistic but yet very fascinating.

future.
..strong affinity with nature & prefer quiet life of the country to the plastic constructions of city life.
..everything is all right when it is not, may feel that I can do anything I want and get away with it.
..a time of breaking away & leaping out into a new freedom.